The last day

This is the last time I am going to that place, hereafter am  a trespasser. My heart gained weight when I enter our corridor the place where our presence felt the most, our laughter’s, comments, where we walked pulling our low waist jeans up every time it drags down, even the hard slap that I gave….those lost moments are priceless, they wont stand still, it get distorted as time moves on. the last hugs from friends ,actually it was more than friendship……..it was five guys from very different worlds but had a very common thing  ‘come what may, we are like this  ‘……….but now  we are no fire brand…those eyes look dispirited ……..i forget how to cry…..its getting late…..time to leave……..without looking back….passing by the past. I couldn’t look at anything back……
After few weeks I saw everyone’s pictures in a social network, everyone smiling enjoying every bit of some occasion ……seems like I never was there with them….nothing has happened………I am the one who lost them…..they had everything…. ‘Move on ‘ they say……..for me its ‘now what?’

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Suspended between life and death for almost eight hours….life had more gravity on me…..death ignored my weakness to live….here I am again …..to start everything from a scratch

Rush of blood

I could see my blood oozing out in rush to turn the clear water red, red as vine. I could no more see my hand inside the pool of water. It was so thick red. These are the last moments of my life, life of a unsuccessful angry human. The journey is coming to an end; I am going to understand the greatest truth about life, death. It’s most confusing. Is it the life we lived or rather survived is real or death, the unknown, the enigma is real.
I always wished to walk into death with a smile, like the greatest revolutionaries did,but here I am not killed…or hunted….system made me to do this.am loosing mind,ts getting blur everthing around me looks so disturbing ….even the sound of water drops echoed with million decibels .
I cant write more, every system is going down..weakening …Am leaving to the undiscovered life…..love you all…
hastalavictoria siempre