ardhanareeswara

i saw tears rolling down from his eyes when he walked away from me. his voice was shattered when he said "you betrayed me".....

believe me i never betrayed you ....i still love you....i still have that obsession towards you like i had when we met for the first time.....i cherish the moments we had in private in my room...the walks we had in the beach...the coffees....the kisses that happened out of nowhere...i was never disturbed with our relation...never been ashamed also...

what does she have to do in our relation?

i agree ,at first it was a shocking realization that i felt something for her...for the first time ever....i had that rousing feeling on seeing a girl....thought it was just a split second emotion....but i am sorry...after that i always had this yearning to be more close to her..there was a reinvented form of love.... the one i read in poems .......

now i feel like split myself into two..one for you and the other for her......how can i be the sinner for nature's fault.....i want both....and broke.....it was only you and her.....its not betrayal...but my inability...

but now i took this decision and acted...come back to me soon....i killed her...strangled her last breath...what more i should do to show that you are prime for me always??like a dream she came in and showed me the other half of mine...now the dream is no more...i did it for you ...even siva didn't kill parvati for mohini....i did..