punishment

scene1
a dark room with an incandescent light.everything inside the room in chaos.the phone is ringing...looks like its the only thing live in that room...a man completely naked with unshaven beard and long hair....walked up slowly to pick the call....man doesn't wanted the dark silence to be disturbed more....he picked the call and whispered...call him the sinner....and the man at the other end friend.

friend:man.thank god u pick the call....i was all scared...you OK?? you dint do anything foolish right??

sinner:foolish??you think the message i send you was a foolish one??and am not all right...after the punishment only I'll be satisfied....

friend:you cant be doing this....this is absurd....

sinner:you are the only person I've to tell....and even you don't disagree the acts I've done is worst than sin....worst than a psychopath can do...I've to go through this

friend:but...but....this is sick man..now u live in the right path...that is the best way of correcting yourself....in the name of punishment you are doing madness...leave punishment to god

sinner:if there is a god who punish..there should have been a god who would have saved you from evilness...no damn god was there then...fuck your god........and..realizing that you are a sinner ,dint made me feel good...it was bad...but when i decide to punish myself....i am feeling better and peaceful

friend:you better die than doing this...i don't want to see you in that fucked up state

sinner:i thought about death...but its an easy escape...that's more than a relief than punishment...i am hanging up....i can't see you again...haha....

saying that he hung up the receiver.....there unclear shout from the other end before the receiver hit the deck

scene 2: man walks to a table which is the only thing kept clean and tidy...with a cutting edge knife placed on it....he took it slowly....sweat is sprouting from his forehead......with his two fingers he widened his left eye..and moved the knife closer toward the eye...another moment....it was blood all over.....knife replaced eye....he removed the knife....with shivering hands...he moved the knife to the right eye... the cutting edge of that knife that knife was the last sight in the rest of his life.....

no love

i hate love.....
the four letters are beautiful when combined....
but never in its soul.....
inside it hides evil....
from hatred jelous selfism and sadism....
love transforms but never get pure.....
if it does ,its not love ....
you call hate negative which is authentic
and love positive which is stained by bonds
all who praised love praised a emotion that is so untrue to itself.....
love never has a meaning for its own......
if lust is sin....love is satan.....
love is dope that confuse more when you take't more........
i dont want to loose my peace
so,i love hate not love.....