6/5/2012
i was speeding back to home alone in my car.......tired in the midst of a long day of family function.....the sight that struck impulsively into my mind to stop my car, was the start to the destiny towards deity.....a guy in the bike crashed down to the road .....he raised his head in a final thrust ....then succumbed....when i was opening the door to get towards him i saw a girl having a look at him and running away screaming in fear....
when i saw him.....it was bloody...i only saw red glazing under the scorching sun.....there was head injury...the guy was in the midst of the traffic....spectators and commentators gathered around...no body was daring to touch the gasping life in my lap.....there was blame games all around.....only filthy meaningless human-less irritating voices....then one man helped me to take him aside of the road.....in that backlash someone put the guy's mobile into my pocket and slipped away into the crowd.....no one was willing to move or come near.....i shouted in insaniy "pls some bastard just come and help me to take the guy into my car....nothing more i am asking"....there was silence....i look around to see if there was any born- of -a -mother in the crowd.....i saw faces of progressive communists talking practicality of calling 108,believers who couldn't even look at the horrifying state of that guy, instead murmuring prayers.... at last one man took initiative to help me take the wretched body.....thankfully a police jeep came to the spot.....me and that man took the guy in the jeep to medical college.....i saw his leg was hanging broken...and saw flesh has got out from his leg....the strap of his sandal was tightening in that raw flesh ....i loosened the strap...he got admitted ....spectators with inquiries came around me,i was drenched in blood .....then i realized i din't remember to lock my car and even forget to take the key from the spot...but that fear was consoled by the fact that nothing is worth a life
i was not concerned in washing away my blood stain.....i was poured with a feeling 'i saved a life s '.....the blood and flesh din't held me back....the consequences din't made me think second....the intimidating sight of nearing of death din't let me down.....i was THE instinct...i was strength....if bastards gathered around me were humans.....then i am not a human...i was more than that...i was for that moment.....god.... savior.....a feeling that made me shed all my inhibitions , i may be a looser in life but now am proud to be me because iam fearless...i gave life.....I am god
