after effects of addiction

I"M DONE

my blood yearns to burst out...

the blade made way for it...

even the pain of that is so bleak ..

with the pain of void she creates...

the hysterical variant of love which weakened me...

i cant contain you...

because you are too heavy for me...

time is not static and tormenting in your absence....

i cant bear you in me...

so i choose a way out...

EYES

i am lost for those eyes...

which was the only thing i could see....

rest was blurred when those eyelashes touched mine....

it draw me in like a blackhole...

looking at those glowing dark...

was the most intimidating sight..

which made me feel like i got only eyes intact...

i wont panic if i go blind hereafter....

becuase i saw her eyes....

Lo/s/t

never have i seen a night so blank.....

without a golden moon or stars to illuminate...

never have i ignored the drizzling from heaven...

never have i missed the bliss of lonliness...

you ruined my pleasures...

but i don't regret as long as you are there

to fill those voids

by an addict